Saturday Silence

I have a lot on my mind and my mind is filled with frustration, sadness, joy and wonder...all at the same time. I'm angry because I'm still here and not where I want to be. I'm angry because my finances are a mess. I'm angry because my health is good. Finally, I'm angry because I'm not moving forward towards the goals I set for myself for this year. I've fallen off track and it's seems like I'm climbing Mount Everest wearing a speedo and nothing else! On the flip side, I'm happy because I still have a job. I'm happy because I'm still amongst the living. I'm happy because of my great family that love and support me. Finally, I'm happy because I may be down now but not for much longer. God has a whole new set of blessings that are coming my way and they'll be here any moment!