Venting

Have you ever had a moment when you were angry for no real reason but you begin to find reasons to be angry? That's how I feel right now for some reason. I'm sitting here at the house and I feel like I could f'ing choke somebody! I had a good day at work and traffic home wasn't that bad (less than an hour to get home) I'm just angry for no real reason I guess. I'm going to make an effort to get rid of this feeling before I go to be because if I don't I'll be staring at the ceiling all night and that's not going to cut it. Anyway, let's think happy thoughts for a moment...okay, that's better.

I'm working on getting back to NC to work and live but it's hard. Finding a good paying job down there is getting harder and harder to do. I guess that's what led me to come to VA or MD for work. I'm hoping to find something soon because I don't want to spend another winter up here. I'm ready to get back home and cut way down on my monthly expenses as well as being with my family. I have two grandkids that are growing up without me being there and that sucks. I'm going to get back as soon as possible. Preferably before 2017 comes to an end. Anyway, let me make a few more phone calls then go to bed. Today was long enough and I need me rest. God bless everyone who reads and supports my journey.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!