Tuesday Thoughts

Well, it was a great Christmas with my family. We went to Nags Head and stayed in a really nice place near the beach. We had a really great meal together and the overall trip was really amazing. I'm at home now on my last day off and I'm not looking forward to going back to work. I wish I could just stay home and not leave my family. Unfortunately, the mortgage isn't going to pay itself. In 2018, I will be starting my publishing company and that will be the end of me working for anyone else ever again! I will succeed because MY FAMILY DESERVES IT!

Anyway, I'm making the most of my last day off and I'm working on a few things around the house. After that, I'm going to drink some of this great wine I got for Christmas. Book number four, THE HUNTRESS is on the way people and it's going to be awesome! 2018 will be the year of change and new beginnings, for both me and my family. I want to thank everyone who reads my blog and I want to wish all of you and happy and blessed holiday season.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

 

THE BEST WAY FOR A DREAM TO HAPPEN IS TO WAKE UP!

 

DO ALL YOU CAN DO, THEN GOD WILL SHOW UP AND DO WHAT YOU CAN'T!

Tuesday on my Mind

I had a decent day at work today, some frustrations but what are you going to do. I'm at home now relaxing with the hope of getting a great nights rest. I'm looking forward to this weekend because it's my birthday and I'm going to have a great time. Well people, I'm shutting it down now and preparing for bed. Take care and may God bless you all.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, ESPECIALLY WHEN NO ONE ELSE DOES!

Sunday - Day One of a Really Great Week

I'm sitting in my living room with my grandson playing at my feet. He's so much fun to have around and truly a blessing in my life. I can't wait to see the type of man he grows into. I heard from my publisher that the editing has been reviewed and we're moving forward to the next phase. By the spring time my next book will have came to life. I'm so happy man I feel like I'm floating on a cloud! Anyway, I'm going to have to cut it short for now and get my things ready for work tomorrow and spend some time playing with my grandson before bedtime. Take everyone who reads this message and have a great night!

THE BEST WAY FOR A DREAM TO COME TRUE IS TO WAKE UP!

 

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Thoughts on a Saturday Night

I'm sitting here at home with a lot of things on my mind. I'm in the process of getting a business plan done for my self publishing business. I'm also in the process of getting my fourth book complete. I know I've mentioned it in a few past posts but that's because I'm excited about it happening. I'm planning on making 2018 a year of many great personal things happening for me as well as my family. My publishing company will be launched and my first series will be complete (5 books). I'm going to get myself back into shape and my goal will begin with losing at least fifty pounds of fat! That's right people, fifty pounds that I've been carrying around for far too long. I'm sick of looking like I'm six months pregnant and it's time for a change. These are not new years resolutions because I don't believe in making them. These are promises I'm making to myself for myself1

Anyway, I'm about to start drinking my newest bottle of wine while I wait on my wife to get home. I got some shopping done today and I plan on doing a little more tomorrow. I got the headlight replaced on my care and it costs eighty seven dollars! Who knew that a single items would cost that much! I'm hoping to get a little more sleep tonight because I got up at 4:30am this morning! Forget that man especially on a weekend. Weekends are made for sleeping in and doing as little as possible. Anything else is a travesty. Well, let me start drinking my wine and get even more relax. Take care everyone and be safe out there...happy holidays!

DO WHAT YOU CAN DO AND GOD WILL SHOW UP AND DO WHAT YOU CAN'T DO!

 

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Hump Day Message

It wasn't too bad a day at work. I feel like I'm not getting enough sleep at night no matter what time I go to bed. I can't wait for the weekend to get here so I can relax my mind and body. My fourth book is in the hands of my publisher after finishing the editing. Now we begin the next phase as we move towards completion. 2018 is going to kick off in style with one more book to my series coming to life. Well, I'm going to keep it short and sweet tonight and get ready for bed. Take care to everyone who reads this and may God bless you all.

Friday Feeling Fine

2018 Goal Brief:

I have so many things on my mind right now. I just submitted my book after completing the editing. I'm excited that it will be complete by next spring. One of my goals is to get the Montclair Murder Series complete; ALL FIVES BOOKS! Books number four and five will be complete before 2018 ends! Book four, The Huntress will be complete by the spring of 2018 and book five, The Truck Stop by fall of 2018. Those are two goals for next year but not the only goals obviously. Another goal is to get my publishing company up and running as well. That's one of my top ten goals for 2018!

I've got to get back in shape again and that will be one of my goals/priorities for the coming year. I've never believed in making new years resolutions because if you want to make a change in your life, you shouldn't have to wait on the new year to get started. I'm starting this now and allowing additional time to reach my goal. I haven't decided on the amount of weight I want to lose but it's going to be significant. I want my six pack back and not continue to carry around the keg around my waistline! I'm going to buy a bike to ride because of the recommendation my orthopedist made.

Getting back to a more happier start of mind is one of my high priority goals. I miss being happy about myself and my state of mind and I need to get back to that. I have to get in my head to keep outside problems brought on by someone else away from me at all cost. When I kept other peoples bullshit out of my life, my life was a lot less complicated. This will be one thing that I WILL DO! KEEP OTHER PEOPLES BULLSHIT OUT OF MY LIFE TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE!

Thursday Thoughts...

Well, I'm home after getting some twenty four hour bug. I feel like crap and my head is aching like a jack-hammer is trying to crack my skull open. I just ate something for the first time and I feel tired as shit! I hope I feel better tomorrow because I want to go to work. A four day weekend would be nice but I want it naturally, not because I'm sick. Anyway, let me go and try to get some rest and hopefully I feel better later on.

Tuesday on my Mind!

Today was a good day for me. Work is going good and I'm trying to learn all the new systems that are in place. I've been in the legal field for a very long time so making the decision to leave and try something new was scary at first. A man truly begins to live once he steps out of his comfort zone. I'm trekking down a new trail and it feels pretty good. Anyway, I'm studying for a test at work tomorrow and its getting late. So I'll end this message here so if you're reading this, pray for me to do well tomorrow. Have a great night of rest my fellow believers!

Tuesday on my Mind!

Smooth Saturday

I'm in my office at home on a nice quiet Saturday afternoon. I've completed my first full week of work at my new job and it was pretty good. I'm still dealing with the emotions of being back home with my family. I'm glad I made that decision to come home and be with them. It was a long road to get here but I'm glad I made that decision. I got a lot of work done today as well so now it's time to relax and chill. I'll probably take my wife out tonight on a date and spend some quality time with her. My daughter and I got through enjoying a DQ blizzard and now it's time to watch some football!

Wonderful Wednesday!!

Good evening all. I'm happy to report that I've officially left Northrop Grumman/DatamanUSA for a new job with McKennson Health located in NC. I spent over a year and a half working out of state and away from my family. I'm so happy to be back home in NC. I'll be back sleeping in my bed fulltime and not anywhere else. My new job is pretty nice and I can't wait to get started on it Monday. I'm looking forward to not dealing with that DC traffic everyday as part of my daily routine. My family is excited for me and they're happy I'm back at home once again. I'm excited as well and I'm glad that I stuck with the plan and continued to search the job market until a position came through for me.

My goal now in the next phase of my career is to work hard on this job and be the best new employee that I can. I want to thank God personally for giving me the strength to weather the storm and make it through to sunny skies and calm seas. He brought me home to my family and I can't thank him enough for that. Now it's up to me to make the most of this opportunity and that's exactly what I'm going to do. Well people, it's my bedtime so I'll check in tomorrow so have a great night and take care.

Thursday Thoughts 11/9/2017

Well folks, another three day weekend is upon us. I don't know about you but I'm ready for it. I'm so ready that my mind is already sitting in my recliner with a drink in one hand and the remote control in the other. I'm about to leave work and I can't wait to walk out that door. I gave my job notice that I'm leaving for a position in NC. Going home to be with my family is going to be awesome! Anyway, let me comment on that situation at a later message tonight. Take care you guys and standby!

Weekend Wishes

Another busy day on tap at work. I'm going to make sure I don't get behind early on in the day like I did yesterday. Even though the day went by quickly, it was a little bit much to deal with. I like a fast day but at the same time I would prefer a day that I'm in control of without letting my task have control over me. I'm looking forward to the weekend to see my family again. I get excited to see them and at the same time it hurts to leave them when Sunday morning rolls around. I'm working on changing that real soon.

I'm still working on my weekly budget as well because the sooner I get a handle on my spending, the better. I've been working out off and on so my plan will be to be more consistent in my workouts as well. I'm not waiting on 2018 to arrive to make those bullshit resolutions that we all sometimes make. I'm making a declaration that I'm going to change my way of thinking about my body, finances, relationships (both personal and professional), spirituality and how I look at myself (the second most important thing behind spirituality).

Well my friends, that stack of paperwork on my desk isn't going to get completed by my wishes. I have to get busy so I can have a decent workday without having to drink an entire bottle of wine when I get home this afternoon. Anyway, take care and again let me thank everyone who reads my thoughts and supports my journey.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL

 

THE BEST WAY FOR A DREAM TO COME TRUE IS TO WAKE UP!

Busy as Sh#t Day

Being out on Monday was good and bad at the same time. I had all this extra work today and it kicked my ass! I have so much to do with so little time it seems. I'm at home and ready to go to bed to sleep off today's madness. Another three day weekend coming up and I'm so happy for that. Well folks, it's bedtime so let me say goodnight and God bless everyone who reads my messages.

Tuesday Thoughts

Well, I'm at work after a long but fun weekend with my family. I found out today that we will be off on Friday for Veteran's Day. So back to back three day weekends are the best! I'm here at my desk at work and I could use another hour or two of sleep. I'm sure things are going to pick up so let me get my mind focused on the task at hand. I'll be back later on today with another post so stay tuned and have a great Tuesday everyone!

A Fabulous Friday!

Well, it's Friday and I can't wait to get my weekend started. I'm working now and just trying to make it to the end of my day. Even though the paperwork is stacked to the ceiling. It never stops coming so oh well! I have an opportunity that came to me yesterday and I'm conflicted. I won't mention it until after I make my final decision. I have a series of at least three doctor's appointments this month and it's going to suck. Well, let me get back to work and I'll make another entry later on this evening.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Venting

Have you ever had a moment when you were angry for no real reason but you begin to find reasons to be angry? That's how I feel right now for some reason. I'm sitting here at the house and I feel like I could f'ing choke somebody! I had a good day at work and traffic home wasn't that bad (less than an hour to get home) I'm just angry for no real reason I guess. I'm going to make an effort to get rid of this feeling before I go to be because if I don't I'll be staring at the ceiling all night and that's not going to cut it. Anyway, let's think happy thoughts for a moment...okay, that's better.

I'm working on getting back to NC to work and live but it's hard. Finding a good paying job down there is getting harder and harder to do. I guess that's what led me to come to VA or MD for work. I'm hoping to find something soon because I don't want to spend another winter up here. I'm ready to get back home and cut way down on my monthly expenses as well as being with my family. I have two grandkids that are growing up without me being there and that sucks. I'm going to get back as soon as possible. Preferably before 2017 comes to an end. Anyway, let me make a few more phone calls then go to bed. Today was long enough and I need me rest. God bless everyone who reads and supports my journey.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Wednesday 11/1/2017

I really liked the pictures of my grandson dressed as a Minion for Halloween. My little man looked really cute with his sippy cup in hand. I wish I could have been there to go out with him. Next year for sure! I'll have to keep it short for now and come back this evening when I'm at home and more relaxed. Until we meet again beloveds...

Monday on my Mind

Work's been going pretty good as the day is winding down. I had an awesome weekend at home and it is always nice to see my grandkids. Lily is four months old and growing fast and Jeremiah is as wild as ever. His engine never turns off and that's a great thing. I got about an hour or so to go before my day is done at work. I'm going home, get out of my work clothes and opening a nice Merlot to drink as I relax and unwind from today. Going to go over some of my notes tonight from a few of my books as I continue to get number four finished. Anyway, let me get back to work and as always thanks to everyone who reads this blog. No matter if only one or hundred read my thoughts, it means everything to me. God bless you all!

ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE IF YOU BELIEVE!

 

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Saturday Thoughts

It's been a pretty great Saturday for me and my family. I love spending time with them and I try to make the most out of every minute. I made my world famous chicken stew with my crock pot. My family loves this time of year with all the great things I can make with my crock pot. I'm in my office taking a break from family time to get a little work done on my books. I've already had two big bowls of my stew and I'm pretty stuffed. It feels great to eat great and to watch everyone enjoy your cooking.

For 2018 I'm looking forward to going overseas to attend either the Paris or London Book Fairs. I'm also going to release book five, the final book of the Montclair Murder Series. After that, I'm looking at either releasing my first Sci-Fi or Children's book. I will attempt to attend the Frankfurt Book Fair in October of 2018 if work permits. Well who am I kidding, I'm going to make the time to do all of the things for 2018. As one of my mottos says below; Dream Big and Dare to Fail!

DO WHAT YOU CAN DO AND GOD WILL SHOW UP TO DO WHAT YOU CAN'T

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL

Weekend Activities

Well, it's Friday and I'm so ready for the weekend. I look forward to going to NC to see my family. This week felt pretty long for some reason. It went by fast and it was productive which is always the best type of week to have. I have to keep it short and sweet because I'm really swamped with work. Take care and have a great weekend. If I get another chance to come back for another message then I will. Cheers!

Goals

Good morning all and thanks for stopping by to read this message. It's Thursday and I'm at work about to get busy with my day. I was thinking about my goals that I had set for myself at the beginning of the year and how many of them that I have surpassed and it made me smile. I like setting out to accomplish things and making those things come true. Hard work and prayer does work believe me it does. The month of October is almost over and I will continue to work hard and finish 2017 strong. I'm even more excited about what's in store for 2018 and all the new goal I'll be setting and finishing for the new year. Anyway, let me get back to it so take care and again, thanks for stopping by!

What Motivates You?

Good morning everyone. I hope you're having a great morning so far at work like I am. At least that's what I'm telling myself anyway. I got up this morning in a motivated mood for some reason so I asked myself this question; What motivates you? Is it success at your job? Is it success in your current relationship? Is it setting and reaching goals? It could be any number of things but make no mistake, whatever it is it's important to you. My advise for this morning's read is to be motivated about being happy in the pursuit. Success in anything takes time, patient, hope, hard work and a little bit of luck to get where you're going. A lot of people I know have quit when the going got tough. I'd say to them that the more you quit the easier quitting will become. Stick with the journey because the payoff in the end is going to be amazing! Well, let me get back to work. Take care everyone and may God bless everyone who reads this message!

DO WHAT YOU CAN DO AND GOD WILL SHOW UP TO DO WHAT YOU CAN'T

 

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL

 

 

Friday 10-20-2017

I'm at work with a lot of stuff on my mind. I've been able to get a few little things done with my business in order to move it forward. Finances are keeping me from getting a few of the major things taken care of but I'll continue to be patient and let the Lord step in and handle them for me. I'm staying local this weekend and will probably go hang out with my cousin Kim at her new house. I'm proud of her for her strength and enduring all the hardships she had to face in order to get her new place. I look forward to spending some time with her this weekend to get caught up on things and have a few "cocktails" in the process. Anyway, let me get back to work. To everyone who reads this post, have a safe weekend and make the most out of your time off!

DO WHAT YOU CAN DO AND LET GOD STEP IN AND DO WHAT YOU CAN'T DO!

 

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

What's on my Mind?

Hello everyone and let me start things off with an apology for not posting sooner. I've been so caught up working on a few of my projects and I've completely lost track of time. I mailed two more set of books to get reviewed. I did five mailings last week and I'll probably do one more this week. I'm in the process of getting more feedback on my writing and what better way than via book review. Anyway, I'm at work now so let me get back to business and finish strong! Take care.

DO WHAT YOU CAN DO AND GOD WILL SHOW UP AND DO WHAT YOU CAN'T DO!

 

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Tuesday Thoughts

Back to work today after having Monday off for the holiday. It was a great weekend off as well as a great Monday. I'm in the process of sending out my book to be reviewed by various entities of importance. I'm excited about the results and I'm kicking myself now for not doing this a lot sooner. I'm also getting closer to getting book four finished as well. It probably won't be ready for release until January 2018 and that's fine with me. I'm taking my time to make sure it's as great as the first three of my books! And yes, they're great to me and my opinion of myself matters more than anyone else's! Anyway, let me get back to work and make the most out of this day. I'll be putting up a video this afternoon after my workout so look forward to some important information from me. Take care everyone and thank you all for your support!

Sunday - Cliff Notes :0)

Well, I'm happy to report that the Montross Fall Festival was a complete success! I met a lot of great people and established many new friendships. I want to thank my wife Kamell for all of her help as well. I'm going to have to cut this message short for now because I'm having a hard time keeping my eyes open. So let me say goodnight and I'll give more of a detailed brief on tomorrow. Take care.

Friday - Friday!!

Well is finally here and I'm at work as busy as every. I just wanted to take a few quick minutes to send a brief message to all who follow me. Thank you for your support and patients during my journey. I sent off all three of my books to get reviewed and I'm excited for the results. Hopefully, I'll get some decent looks and it will bring me something special. I need to work on my fourth book this weekend to move it along as well as prepping for number five's release next year. The Montross Fall Festival is tomorrow so I'm excited about meeting new people and making some books sales! Anyway, let me get back to work so take care everyone and I'll be in touch again this weekend.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!!

2017 Montross Fall Festival

 

OCTOBER 7, 2017 MONTROSS FALL FESTIVAL

I'm excited for this weekend because I'll be attending the Montross Fall Festival on Saturday October 7th. It's a good day to come out and meet people and to come back home is always a pleasure. I look forward to attending this event every year. I invite anyone who reads this to come out and see me and eat some really good food. It's in Montross Virginia just south of Fredericksburg. It's all day and I plan on being there until it ends. Come on out and let's have some fun!

Morning Madness

Weekend Recap:

Well I had a very good weekend with my family. My grandkids are awesome and growing up fast. I always feel a little sad when it's time to leave and it's getting harder and harder to do just that. My youngest daughter brought home a report card with all A's and one B. I'm so proud of her and I know she's going to grow up to be an awesome human being. I had to renew my driver's license and passport in which I did. I sent the driver's license renewal form in on the 16th of September and the passport renewal application in on the 19th. They both came back in the mail on the 30th which was a lot quicker than I thought. I'm happy now for that especially to have a renewed passport. My trips next year to Paris and London can happen without any drama! I had a doctor's appointment with my cardiologist and it was okay. New meds to take so the drama continues.

Monday Morning Madness:

I get to work this morning on time and I'm setting up for my day when I bend over to plug up an extension cord and my pants slip up the middle! This is not how I wanted to start off my Monday morning at work! I'm lucky that I had a pair of sweat pants in my car or I'd be screwed. Anyway, I'm in for a busy day with being out on Friday. I have the paperwork stacked to the ceiling so let me get busy. God bless all who read and support me and all of what I'm accomplishing.

Video Brief 9-29-2017

Video Brief 9-29-2017

UPCOMING EVENTS - 2018

Good morning to all who will be reading this post. I'm reaching out to let my readers know that two very significant events that are schedule for next year are on my calendar for attendance:



2018 Paris Book Fair
March 16 to 19 2018



2018 London Book Fair
April 10 to 12 2018

I'm making travel plans now for these two events. I'll have all of my books to present and I'm expecting a good time both in Paris and London. I plan on having my fourth book finished by then so it will be presented there as well. If anyone reading this can get free and can attend, I look forward to see you there.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Video Brief 9-26-2017

Video Brief: 9-26-2017

Monday Morning Magic

It was a decent weekend with my family. My health issues flared up and it kept me down for a little while. I still got to spend time with my grandkids which is always a good thing. I need to get myself back in shape and loose about forty to fifty pounds. All this additional weigh is the problem and it's hard as hell to get it off! I don't make new years resolutions ever but I'm declaring that an immediate goal of mine is to loose this weigh and get my body back!

I'm hoping to have my fourth book complete by the end of the year. It sucks having all of these distractions that keep popping up. I need to come up with a new logo for my company and to get that back on track as well. I want to get back to NC for work and not be up in VA. I miss my family and my house very much. Sleeping in a strange bed is never a good thing especially when your own isn't that far away. I made this sacrifice and I have to live with it but I don't like it at all.

I'm at work about to get my day started and I'm looking forward to having a great day despite how tired I feel. I need a vacation and I think I'll talk my wife into either a cruise or going to Italy like she always wanted. We haven't been out of the country since 2014 so we're long overdue. I just sent in my passport renewal application so the sooner that gets processed the better. Well, it's time to get to work so take care and thank you to all of those who read this message.

DREAM BIG AND DARE TO FAIL!

Baltimore Book Festival

Good morning all. I just wanted to again announce me being at the Baltimore Book Festival tomorrow. It will be held at the inner harbor beginning at 11am and lasting until 7pm. The festival will be held all weekend so come out and support all the writers and publishers that will be present. I'm excited about it because it's the first time for me to attend this event. My cousin Kim will be assisting me and hopefully, it will be a good day for me as a writer. Again, come out and visit the event and let's look forward to having a great weekend in Baltimore!

Upcoming Event

On Friday, September 22 - 24, the Baltimore Book Festival will be happening at the Baltimore Inner Harbor from 11am to 7pm. I will be there to do some networking and meeting fans who will attend the event. It lasts the entire weekend so please come out and attend.

Friday, a Day of Purpose and Change!

I have to remember that the only person that could ever prevent me from reaching a goal I set is me! I realize for the first time in a while that I've allowed so many negative people to get in the way of my happiness. I've allowed them to influence my life in almost every aspect. Well boys and girls, that bullshit has abruptly came to an end. I've began the process of cutting off negative assholes who try on a daily basis to disrupt my joy. Forget them all and every negative bit of bullshit that they bring to the table!

My dad told me back when I was a teenager something that is as true and real as the sunrise and sunset. He said to me this; "if you hang around with "ain't shit people" eventually, you'll become an "ain't shit" person! Surround yourself with positive people doing positive things and positive things will happen to you!" I was doing just that recently but then I let my guard down and some of the "ain't shit" people managed to creep their sorry asses into my circle. I got rid of two of them this morning and it felt great. I have a few more to get rid of and my weekend will be awesome.

Anyway, I'm at work now so let me get to it. I'm heading home to NC for the weekend and I can't wait to see my family. God bless everyone who reads this message and remember what my dad told me...get those "ain't shit" assholes from out of your life. The sooner you do that, the happier you'll be!

A Great Day

I'm claiming that today is going to be a great day. I will accomplish every goal I set for myself for today and everything will be okay. I'm at work and I'm ready to face the challenges that lie ahead. I have to get my book finished and submitted to the publisher. I'm excited about that and I'm slowly getting my finances in order. 2017 will end on a very good note. God bless everyone who reads this message.

COWBOYS WIN!

My Cowboys started the season off right with a win against the Giants...thank God they won. On to Denver to kick the Broncos ass! My Patriots are going to bounce back against the Saints and shut those haters up really fast! They're talking about how Tom Brady should retire...bullshit on that. Anyway...new business.

I'm at work getting ready to get busy and I'm excited for the week. I'm not anticipating anything new but I welcome the good news that's on the way. I'm heading home to NC this weekend and I'm looking forward to seeing my family and especially my grandkids. I'm ready to start a new project of sort all I have to do is find one and make it happen. I need to get my book finished as well and keep moving forward. Anyway, let me get to work and thank you to everyone who reads this message. Have a great Monday!

Feel Good Friday

I'm hoping my family is safe during all these hurricanes. I'm worried for them and everyone else in the path or Irma. I'm at work now and I'm a little busy which I like because it makes the time go by faster. Anyway, let me get back to busy so everyone who reads this take care, be safe especially if you're in Florida, Texas and the Carolina's.

What's on my Mind

I'm praying for the people of Houston and all of those who are displaced because of this massive hurricane. Now, as people are working towards getting their lives back in order, here comes Irma heading towards the Caribbean and Florida like a runaway freight train! Lord, please spare us more pain and loss of life because of these types of storms. I'm hoping that the loss of life and damage to property are at a minimum; wishful thinking I guess!

I'm in the middle of getting book two closed out and I'm excited about that. I've finished my part of the editing so on to the next phase of the process. I had a great weekend with my family and my grandson Jeremiah. I'm so proud of that little man and I know he's going to grow up to be a really great human being. Well, I'm at work now so let me get to it. Take care and God bless everyone who reads this message.

Magic Monday

It was a good holiday weekend with my family. I left early to get in front of the heavy holiday traffic; great decision! I'm glad it's going to be a short work week as well. I'll have time to relax and get caught up on my rest. Anyway, let me get back to my rest and I'll be in touch.

Smooth Sunday

It was a good week and I'm glad I made it home safely after driving from northern Virginia to North Carolina in a very heavy rain. I had to stop a few times because I could barely see past the front of my car. I thanked the Lord I made it here safely to my family. I'm going to enjoy the rest of my time at home and do some grilling today. I'm going to go and get some breakfast and spend the rest of the day with my family. God bless all who reads this message.

Friday

Well it's Friday September 1st which marks the beginning of the month and a new beginning in general. I'm ready to go home for the weekend to see my family in NC. It's been a long week but a productive one. I'll be working on my book this weekend and hopefully, spending time with my grandchildren. Anyway, it's time to get busy at work so to everyone who reads this, have a great weekend!

Pay Day Part 1...Thank You God

I'm glad that it's time to get paid. I hate paying bills but it is what it is. I'm going to enjoy my holiday weekend with my family. I'm going to do something special with my family and friends. Anyway, let me get back to work and finish strong!

Thinking of the Future

I'm thinking about my writing career and how I need to jump start it again. I'm slipping badly into a funk that's seems to be very difficult to get out of. Oh well, I'll figure a way out like I always do with everything. I have to work harder to get book number four finished by the end of the year and start immediately on book five to complete my first series. Life wouldn't be a fun if it didn't have the challenges that come with being ME!

Later,

Authorman...

My Mindset on Monday

I need to get a better handle on my health. My weight and other things are in serious need of a change. I need to eat better and exercise more. When I left the Army, I weighed 230lbs with about ten percent body fat. Now I'm 265lbs with thirty three percent body fat! Absolutely horrible! I'm fat, lazy and my energy is very low. I've got to get myself in shape again before my health gets worse. I'm not going to put this off until the end of the year and make it some stupid new years resolution. I'M STARTING TODAY!!

Thoughts Of A New Beginning

Having the courage to take changes is a powerful thing. It's a scary process when you decided to take a chance and step out on faith. I'm apprehensive but at the same time excited for the new opportunity that awaits me. Risk is necessary sometimes when you need to recreate yourself. I'm not in need of a new me, I just need to stop doing some of the same old SH!T over and over again. Anyway, I'm at work so let me get busy.

Wonderful Wednesday

So far it's been a decent week for me at work and at home. My exercise program is working well and I do feel a lot better. I have to stick to the plan as well as doing exercise on the weekends and not taking those two days off! When I do take Saturday and Sunday off, Monday's workout seems that much harder to get through. I will find a way to make this happen and I will continue to move forward. A healthy mind and body is one of my goals for 2017 and I'm planning on making it happen!

Reflection

Last week was bad for me when it comes to my finances. I spent entirely too much money and it sucked. The next two weeks I will refer back to my days as a minimalist and only buy things that are essential to existence. I can only look at last week (8/13/17 - 8/19/17) as how you shouldn't manage your money. Too many mistakes, too many impulse buys and too many unnecessary purchases!

Friday 8-18-2017

I'll be finished with work soon and ready to get my weekend started. I'm going to my uncle's funeral tomorrow and I know that it's going to be tough. I will miss him and everything he's done for the family. Uncle David, rest easy and remember you will always be loved by your family. R.I.P.

Work Day - Hump Day - Fun Day

It's Wednesday and I'm at work. I have to say that today's a great day especially when you're employed and enjoying what you do like I am. I'm so glad I went back to work at Northrop Grumman. They're a great company with great people...period. Anyway, let me get back business. God bless and take care!

Sunday - Chill Day

Well, it's Sunday once again and I'm in my place in MD just relaxing and typing this post. I worked three straight weeks with no paycheck due to I started in the middle of the pay cycle. I'll finally get some money soon so I can actually stop worrying. Anyway, I have to keep it short today, I'm ready to go and take a nap. Be blessed and safe out there you guys!

Smooth Sunday

Good morning everyone and thanks to all who took the time to stop by and read this message. It's Sunday morning and I'm at my place in MD. I took this weekend to stay here and not go home to NC to give myself and my car a break from the traffic and the stress of driving. I spent yesterday writing and working on the fifteenth book of one of my crime series. I'm excited about it and it's going to be really good once the series is released. I miss my family but it's going to make when we get together next week, that much nicer. I have a taste for some chips and salsa so I'll probably be heading out to get some shortly. I'm going to look over my book list to see which one I'll be working on next. I've written thirty one so far with three published and number four to be release by this fall.

I spoke to my wife earlier and she was on her way to church. I miss going with her and it's such a nice time to worship together. Well, it will be lunch time soon so let me get busy before I have to take care of my chips and salsa craving. Take care everyone and be safe out there today. God bless you!

A Lazy Saturday

Well, I made it through the second week back to Northrop Grumman; it was pretty good to see most of my old coworkers again. I'm glad I made the decision to come back because I needed a change and it was time for one. Now all I have to do is work hard but pray about my situation even harder.

Northrop Grumman Day 1

I went back to an old job that I left about two years ago. My old supervisor was still there and she made today really special. I was glad that I made that choice and I look forward to nothing but good things now that I'm back. I want to thank Northrop Grumman for giving me a second chance to be better than I was the first time. The future looks great and I'm glad to come back and contribute to the success of this great company.

July 4th

I want to wish my sister Gloria Jean Baylor a Happy Birthday! God bless you big sis, I love you and enjoy your day!

Well, I finally left the Justice Department on the 30th of June. I'm heading back to Northrop Grumman. I'm excited to be going back to a job that I enjoyed doing. I'm ready for this change and the new beginning that it brings. Change is good, scary but necessary in order to grow. I need to grow more as a man, husband and Christian. Anyway, I'm editing my fourth book and hopefully it will be ready for release by the fall. Well, I'm going to go and fire up the grill and take care of my family.

To all who read this, have a happy 4th of July and may God bless you all.

Monday on my Mind

It's been a couple of weeks since my last post. I've had a few ups and downs since then. Nothing to traumatic or too difficult to handle. Work is work so I'm focused on a few things that require my full attention. My finances first of all and my fourth book is next. I'm trying to maintain good thoughts and positive vibes as I move along each day. It's hard but it's manageable. I'm excited to be getting closer and closer to finishing the editing on my book so I can move that much closer to it being released. I'm so thankful for this gift that God has given me. I love story telling and I pray that it's something that will last forever. Anyway, it's nearly my bedtime so let me get ready to call it a night and to everyone who reads this; thank you and God bless you all.

Changes Which Lead to Victory

You can stay down for so long before you rise to the top once again. I'm hovering about or near the bottom financially but I feel like I'll be able to get back on top soon. One more big bill added to the pile today but I was able to avoid a complete disaster so I'm thankful for that. God is able and he will help me to get through this storm like he did all the ones before. Amen!

A New Beginning

I don't know when, I don't know where and I don't know how...but a change is coming. It's a good thing to go in different directions. I'm planning on doing that really soon and I hope it begins today. No, scratch that...it will happen today! I claim it, I prayed about it and now the Lord Will Make It Happen!

Moving Forward

I got up this morning with a purpose. I got up feeling pretty good and rested despite waking up so early. I'm so happy to be alive and ready to go to work. I'm taking a drug test today to move forward to my next goal in life. I'm ready to get back to a place of comfort and peace in my life. I'm tired of not being happy in the place that I'm in for my career. I submitted book number four for publishing and that's truly a bright spot in my life. Now I have to get my work to a place that I'll enjoy coming to every day. That change will be happening very soon I pray. God's timetable is like no one else's so all I have to do is be patient and surrender to his will. Being patient is key to being successful and I have tons of that to go around. I hope that everyone who reads this message has a great Monday and I hope that everything that you've prayed for in your life begins to come into your life. Be blessed.

Just Thinking About Stuff

I got up this morning in a pretty decent mood and I actually only woke up once last night. Unlike yesterday when I woke up five different times during the night with no sleep at all...that sucked! Anyway, it's Tuesday and I'm ready to face the day at work and all the challenges that come with it. My fourth book is under construction as we speak and I'm really getting excited about it. I'm currently working on book five and it will be finished sometime next month. Well I'm at Au Bon Pain having my bagel and thinking about today. So let me get back to business and head over to work and kick it in the ass. Blessings to all who read this message...

Writing is Love and Love is Writing!

Fantastic Friday

"Another day to do and be better than you were yesterday." That's going to be my mantra for today, all day. I want to do a better job at work than I did yesterday and be a better man than the man I said goodnight to last night. I'm heading home to NC for mother's day to see my wife and beautiful daughters. My grandson Jeremiah will be there and it's always great to see him. It's like looking in the mirror all over again; God is able!

Anyway, I'm sitting in Au Bon Pain and I just ate a really good jalapeño bagel with bacon, egg and cheese; delicious. I always seem to work better when I eat breakfast. It is the most important meal of the day and that is so true because I truly feel the difference at the start of my day. I'm going to hate the drive home because the weather is going to make the drive a lot worse and longer. I'm proud of my youngest child as she began drivers ed training this week to get her license. It's scary to think that not long ago, she was in diaper and now she'll want me to get her a car!

Oh well, a dad's work is never done and I plan on spoiling my babies now and FOREVER!

Wonderful Wednesday

Last week, I submitted my fourth book to my publisher. Once again, I'm so excited about this next book in my series. I truly enjoy writing and it's my one true calling and passion. This next book in the series is titled: The Huntress. She's one of the most exciting characters I've produced and when the book is complete, I'm sure everyone who reads it will love it and her. Anyway, it's time to get to work so be blessed and I'll be back soon.

Thursday 4/27/2017

Today was a great day for me today. I'll be brief because it's my bedtime. My season has arrived and the changes are beginning to happen in my life. Saying thank you to God isn't really enough but he knows I'm thankful for what he's doing and what he's about to do. I love you Lord...Amen!

Wednesday 4-26-2017

Today is another great day that the Lord has given to us. Let's go out today and make the most of it. I want to do something new and make a new friend or acquaintance. I'm happy because today is going to be an awesome day. I'm claiming that in the name of Jesus Christ. There's nothing on my job that I'm going to face that I can't do, handle or get help in doing. I'm confident in that claim because it will sustain me all day. Anyway, it's time to get to my office so be blessed and keep your eyes on the Lord.

A Day to Rejoyce

"Lift a joyful voice and sing the praises of the Lord!" I'm so joyful this morning because the future is looking very great right now. I'm happy to say that I'm feeling pretty good and today's going to be a great day! I have a feeling that soon and very soon that the Lord is bring my breakthrough and I'll be heading home to be with my family. I can't wait to get that call from one of the jobs I applied for that will make my biggest wish come through. Thank you Lord in advance for that blessing and all of the blessing that you're about to send to me; Amen!

A Day Made For Forgiveness

The Lord's Prayer

"Our Father, which art in heaven hallowed by thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Forgive this day our daily bread and forgive those who trespass against us. Lead us not into temptation but delivery us from evil. For thine is the kingdom the power and glory for ever and ever.

Amen." 

When I prayed this morning I forgave two coworkers who trespassed against me yesterday at work. While I was praying this morning I came to the realization that I had been trespassed against so I asked the Lord for forgiveness as I named those two individuals by name. I'm going forward today with joy in my heart because it feels really good knowing that forgiving them will allow me to be forgiven for my trespasses that I commit against other people.

The Lord's Prayer

 Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever.

Amen.

Wonderful Wednesday

I know it's only Wednesday but I'm so ready for the weekend. I'm off Friday for another doctor's appointment. I'll be glad when it's over so I can get my weekend started. Anyway, I'm sitting in Starbucks having some tea and getting mentally ready for work. Hopefully, today will be good and my partner and I can get through the day without any problems. God is able!

Great Weekend!

It's been a long while since I had a weekend as nice as this one. A really great surprise on Friday that led to an awesome weekend for me and my family. I'm glad that everything worked out like it did and having my grandson's birthday was the climax of it all. That little man turned two years old and he had a blast playing with all of his cousins. I'm proud of my daughter and the great job she's doing as a mother. My granddaughter will be arriving in July and I can't wait to see her as well. The clock on the wall says it's bedtime so I better get some sleep. God bless everyone who reads this and I pray that we all have a great upcoming week together.

Wednesday - Hump Day

I woke up this morning with a little bit of an attitude towards several things that I'm facing today and in the immediate future. I'm pissed off at a few of these things and the others I'm looking forward to seeing and getting involved with. Either way, I'm going to handle each and everyone one with patients and joy. I'm going to win in the end no matter what happens because I know when I'm focused on a situation, the results will always be the same; I WIN!

Saturday Silence

I have a lot on my mind and my mind is filled with frustration, sadness, joy and wonder...all at the same time. I'm angry because I'm still here and not where I want to be. I'm angry because my finances are a mess. I'm angry because my health is good. Finally, I'm angry because I'm not moving forward towards the goals I set for myself for this year. I've fallen off track and it's seems like I'm climbing Mount Everest wearing a speedo and nothing else! On the flip side, I'm happy because I still have a job. I'm happy because I'm still amongst the living. I'm happy because of my great family that love and support me. Finally, I'm happy because I may be down now but not for much longer. God has a whole new set of blessings that are coming my way and they'll be here any moment!

Thought Filled Thursday

Well I got a real punch in the stomach yesterday when I received a call about the new job that I had on tap. Apparently their budget was quit ready for me and now I have to wait another month or so until I can head back to NC. F'ing BS FOR SURE!! I guess I'll chalk it up to timing and destiny because now I'll have to labor a little while longer in DC before I can make my triumphant return  home. Stuff happens so let me deal with the stuff and continue to move forward.

Tuesday, Snow Day

Well because of the weather, I'm at home from work today. I knew we weren't going to get out of the month of March without at least one bad snowfall and it happened last night! This sucks because I did want to go to work today but oh well, shit happens. I'll get some writing done today and take the time to simply relax and reflect on what's ahead. I'll be leaving DC in less than two weeks and heading back to NC for a new job opportunity. I'm just excited to be under the same roof as my family for the first time in a year! Anyway, it's almost nine am so let me go downstairs and get some breakfast. Blessings to everyone who reads my messages and supports me.

Slow Saturday

I had an interview yesterday and I was offered a new position with a new company. I'm excited about the opportunity to make a change. This new job will take me from DC and return me back to NC and my family. My next challenge will be to make it through the next two weeks at my old job to make it to my new job if I take it. I'm ready for a change and I was looking forward to coming back home to be with my family. I miss then very much and coming home every other weekend was getting on my nerves. Anyway, let me go and get that glass of wine and see where it's going to lead me. Cheers!

Wednesday - Hump Day

It's Wednesday, hump day and I'm just about to head in to work. I'm ready to go home and see my family. It's been three weeks and I'm ready to surround myself with the people that I love the most. I'm ready to make a change when it comes to my work as well. I'm ready to start my publishing company by the end of the year as well. All in all, 2017 will end up being a great year because I've made up my mind to make it a great year.

Tuesday's Thoughts

It's another day to go forth and be better than you were the day before. I know I've probably said that quite a few times in previous posts but that's just the way it is. I definitely want to be and do better than what I did yesterday because yesterday was rough. Anyway, I'm sitting in Starbucks drinking my hot chocolate and about to walk to my building for work. God bless everyone who reads this and make the most of today. In closing, tell someone close to you that you love them and need them in your life. Be blessed!

2/18/2017

It's always a great day to be with my family in NC. I'm glad we have a three day weekend so that I can spend as much time as I can with them. I'm looking forward to the day I can be back at home full time because I'm missing quality time at home. Anyway, let me get off this computer and get back to them. Have a great Saturday.

Thursday 2/16/2017

The weekend is just around the corner and I can't wait until it arrives. I'll be celebrating nineteen years of marriage to my wife Dorothy Kamell. Thank you so much baby for all your love and support over the years. You're truly a blessing to me and my daughters. God bless you and I love you very much.

Saturday 2/11/2017

I got an early start up in my office this morning writing and doing some things to get caught up. I'm preparing for the next two books to be released in my series. I need to finish editing each book before sending it forward which should take a couple more weeks based on the availability of spare time. I haven't written a message here for a couple weeks and I need to get better at now being lazy. I'm really not that busy it's just some days I don't feel like writing at all and that's coming from a writer. Anyway, my grandson is hear downstairs so let me go and spend some time with him. Everyone be safe and God bless all who reads this message.

I found out from my daughter today that my next grandchild will be arriving in July. Awesome news and let's begin to pray for a healthy pregnancy and birth. Just when I thought I was getting accustomed to being a grandfather...here we go again. Thank you Lord for this blessing and let us as a family step back and let you work this next miracle.

Wednesday 2/1/17

Well it's hump day and I'm one step closer to getting where I want to be. Work is going smoothly with no major issues and I'm ready to move to the next level. I'm hopeful that a phone call I received yesterday brings me the type of good news I've been looking for. God, please step in and make the miracle happen!

Smooth Saturday

I went to a seminar with my daughter to meet with some counselors about her college education. I'm so proud of my baby taking the time an initiative to begin preparing for her education as a ninth grader. I know she's going to do great in whatever direction she goes in. Aprilrain, you dad is proud of you and God's going to bless you for your faithfulness.

January 24, 2017

It was a pretty good day today at work. It's good being busy and being busy is good. It makes the day go by a lot faster and that's really good. I'm hopeful tomorrow will be even better at work. I did get some unpleasant news about a job I wanted but it didn't happen. Oh well, God is still in control and he will get me to where I need to be and he will be on time when it happens. Anyway, let me get some wine and continue to relax.

Just A Thought

I think a major change is coming soon in regards to my business, health and finance. I'm excited about what's on the horizon and I can't wait until it happens.

Friday January 20

It's Friday and the first day of the new presidency. God be with him and the nation as we turn a new chapter in our existence. No matter what happens today, the United States will be okay. Just keep praying about it and it will be so. God bless everyone who reads my message today.

Hump Day

It again, was a pretty good week for me and I'm glad it's almost over. I'm looking forward to go home for a three day weekend. I miss my family and I want to see my grandson as well. I'm hopeful that my quest for financing for my company will come through as well. God is able and he can make it happen.

Monday January 16, 2017

Today is a day remembered for Martin Luther King, Jr. I want to thank you Dr. King for everything you did and the sacrifice you made. God bless you and the Dream still lives today.

Sunday 1/15/2017

I'm just going to relax today and do as little as possible. This is the day that the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it.

Fun Friday

Today in history (Friday the 13th) is traditionally known for being a bad luck day. I think that we make our own luck because luck truly doesn't exist. I'm claiming that I'll get good news today from a familiar source. I'm claiming that great things will happen to me today. I'm claiming that the Lord will smile on me and bring even more joy into my life today. Finally, I'm claiming that I'll finally get something that I've always wanted. Whatever that is, it's going to be awesome; I claim this in the name of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!

1/12/2017

My mind is pretty clear now as I get ready for my next move. One step closer to a major goal that I'm about to accomplish. I happy that my family is supporting me and that I've gotten all the distractions out of the way. I'm at Starbucks again getting ready to walk next door to my job and get started with my day. God is so awesome and he's guiding each step I take. Have a blessed day today everyone.

Wednesday; Hump Day

Once again, I'm sitting in Starbucks just before working trying to clear my mind of all distraction prior to me walking into work. I'm excited about today and what I have on deck for me and my future. I can't wait for the weekend and the three days off that I have. I want to see my grandson Jeremiah and spending time with him. That little man is growing fast and I'm so happy to have him in my life. Well, my Mickey says it's time to make the donuts so let me get to work. Be blessed everyone.

January 10, 2017

I had a very productive meeting yesterday and I feel like I made a pretty good impression on all who was present. I think this meeting can help me greatly in the long run especially if they decide to go with my presentation. I'm sitting in Starbucks next to my work just typing away and watching the people coming and going. I'll be heading to my office soon to tackle another days work. God bless all of those who read this message.

January 5, 2017

I have a tough road ahead of me but I'm happy that it's only a short ride to the end. I'll take a few hits but nothing I can't handle. I'll need a little help from my family to get there but after that, it will be smooth sailing. There's nothing like calm seas and blue skies to make a trip magical. God speed!

New Year's Day!

It's the first day of 2017 and I'm on a mission for change. I vow to make this year much better than last. I will not make the same mistakes as last year and to use better judgement. I will take my time and not rush critical decisions. I'm not making any resolutions but I am making various promises to myself:

1. Improve my health.
2. Improve my finances.
3. Improve my relationships (Spiritual, Family & Friends).
4. Improve my mental health.
5. Get the financing for my businesses.
6. Control my fear(s).
7. Try new things and be more adventurous.
8. Make new friends (Personal & Business).
9. Take multiple trips (Domestic & International).
10. Find multiple happy places.

There's more but I'll keep those to myself and reveal them as the year progresses. God bless me and everyone who reads this message.